i can change. life happens to unfold slowly in front of you, but if you stay in the same room the unfolding is narrower. you reward bad behaviour by giving in. i always give in. my life is my choice – every single day is my choice. if i want to eat, i can eat. i don’t want to starve myself of opportunities by staying inside and having a gloomy nature. my priorities are lenient and i work strangely. i wish that things had been easier. now, when things are easy i catch my sleeves on sharp edges and retract. you are handed the most precious thing your brain can handle and told to make your way. do as you wish. you have free space. fighting with my brain today. how lucky i am.